04 Jan What I know now
[vc_row][vc_column][vc_column_text]I wrote a letter to my younger self, because I know I needed this. Also, sharing this is a huge step in the right direction.
I know you feel like a bomb of emotions, unable to tell where it comes from or when you’re going to explode. You’ll explode, a million times, over and over again. Sometimes harder than others. When this happens you’ll hurt yourself, even more than those around you. They won’t realize this. They’ll tell you to shut down your emotions. And that’s the most hurtful part.
You will have to figure out how to master your emotions. But you will figure it out. You’ll learn that you have an extreme flow of emotions. You consume so much passion, and you have yet to learn how to release it, slowly, with compassion.
Unfortunately, the process to master your emotions will be up to you. And you’ll have to start from the very bottom. The fall won’t hurt as much as exploding does. It’s hard, but you will jump, and you will survive. At that point, you’ll know you’ve been through worse.
When you’ve hit rock bottom, that’s where your journey begins. They say it takes an average human being around 7 years to recover from what you’ll be going through. To wipe the slate clean. Lucky for you, you have a very powerful mind, one that’s going to smash the hell out of your demons. A mind that makes it possible for you to get through the process of recovery, faster than the average.
You see, the passion you consume and can’t control, right now it might feel like a curse. But as you grow and learn to control it, it will become your power. Your superpower even. It’ll show you exactly what you want out of life, which gives you a head start at a very young age. At first, you’ll use your passion to burn the judgments of others. This will result in some lonely times, but you need to keep your passion burning. After a while, you’ll realize your fire only scares the ones who are not for you. Those who stay will teach you the importance of becoming your authentic self. And you’re a creative one, that’s one thing you already know. Your creative nature and your emotions go hand in hand. As you’ll learn to get a grip on your creativity, you’ll learn to release the emotions you’ve kept locked away.
Once you’re finally able to release your emotions, you’ll experience an immense joy. Know that you will find happiness. You will grow through the hurt, the heartbreak, the chaos in your strong but wild mind. You will keep growing, learning and evolving into the women you’re meant to be. Headstrong, madly creative and full of fire.[/vc_column_text][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column width=”1/2″][vc_single_image image=”4260″ img_size=”large”][/vc_column][vc_column width=”1/2″][vc_single_image image=”4261″ img_size=”large”][/vc_column][/vc_row][vc_row][vc_column][vc_empty_space height=”80px”][/vc_column][/vc_row]